14th August; Day Ten

Happy 2 years 6 months love anniversary, my dear..

It's another anniversary we had.
But this time isn't the story anymore.
Prince and princess no longer together anymore to celebrate their anniversary.

Ya, thats my school mate chasing me.
He treated me very good. He has the good feeling towards me.
However, I didn't have any for him.
No matter what he did, how he tried..
I told all this to you cause I wish you to stop me from that.
Pull me back again to your side. Keep me in a safer zone.
I know what you thinking..
You want me to move on forget about you forget about this relationship.
But actually you know that I cannot. You know this very well..
I'm tired of playing hard games. You win, I lose.
I know it's not worth at all to hope for this relationship again.
Cause you won't give it a try anymore. You don't want to hurt me anymore.
And actually I'm afraid of a fragile heart again.
My friends all told me MOVE ON.
But actually anyone know how's my thought?
And the feelings of losing loved one.
It's pain and hurt.
It's hard for me to fall for anyone anymore.
You're the one I always think of. And the only one..
Although you choose to give up on me, on this relationship.
On our every sweet memories. But I won't..
I won't ask you for a return. I won't force you to be with me.
The only thing I can do is.. Keep smiling, pretending to be happy..
Pretend to give up on you and move on.
Deep in my heart.. I'm still in the original place, waiting for the day..
You turn and come back looking for me, hold me again..

Just a little request.. Please.. Don't always go club. Please...

I'm waiting for you, I love you. <3