Douchebag

I like you.. You're seem all fine. You know sports.

I enjoy watching & play sports with you.

You're such a good hearted person.. Happy-go-lucky

I enjoy being with you.. I feel happy & no stress when with you.

Slowly I think I fall in love with you.. Without my notice

Yes, I can feel that you sharing the same thought as mine.

Everything seem goes fine for us. We are both happy.

Who knows.. Your friend telling me the ugly truth of you.

You're a playboy.. You love to flirt around..

And then put the blame on others. Unfriend to those who like you.

Wtf! I cannot agree with you. 

How I wish you're a good boy..

A nice guy can count on. I wish you would change..

I really wish.. But in reality actually you wouldnt.

Just.. So sad & disappointed with you.

Hello

Hello, how do you do?

I am not happy with my current relationship..
Sometimes, he very sayang me. Sometimes, I feel like forcing myself for him.
I am tired.. Everytime we argue, he will never tam me.
I change a lot for him, really a lot.. However, he doesn't really appreciate..
Feel so sad & ache.. I am not sure he's the replace of you.
Else I really love him.. I feel so lose of my feeling..
I miss you.. I really miss being with you..

Hello. (:

I had a nightmare last night.
I dreamt you. The dream is so real. 
Its about I go to look for you.
But you're with your friend.
We argued, I claim that you always just important your friend.
And abandon me always. I was so sad.
Yet, your friend still wanna add oil.
Makes our relationship broken.
I pissed you off and walked away.
I thought you'll come for me.
But you didnt. You never..
I feel so ache and hatred you.
I can feel you, but you never action.

Even in dream also the same situation. Feel stupid. HAHA! 

It's okay. You don't need to post/tell me anything.
Ya, I already accept the truth. We're just not into each other.
We're different personality, we're different world. 
We shouldn't have start this relationship.
Cause will never have happy ending.

And I finally give up on our relationship.
I know will never happy ever.
You're no longer belongs to me.
So don't worry..
I won't ask for a return anymore.
You don't need to feel sorry/regret to hurt me again. 
Cause of you cause of this relationship.
Makes me stronger and moves forwards with my life.
I learnt independent, makes me brave. 

After struggling for 6 months broken relationship.
Everyday zombie-like life.
Feel that everything is meaningless without you.
Now I'm on the way find myself again.
I back to previous happy-go-lucky, laugh hard everyday, do foolish action with my friends, enjoy my life that lee Sze wei.
Feels so relief and satisfied with myself.
Cause I manage to handle all this shit.
Although sometimes still feel hatred think back how you treated me.
But doesn't matter.. It's over and I live better now to destroy the hatred.
I'm Strong now. Thanks for everything. (:

*don't shisha too much. I always say shisha shisha shisha, but I never touch so often. I know it's harm. Just take it for fun. Control and take care your health. 

The Ugly Truth

I knew the truth finally.
Problem sill the same.. Aikz..
I'm tired of being like that.
I need some break down..

I'm tired of being nice to people who don't give a shit about me.

I Hate You

I don't know weather will you read this or not.
If do, please do me a favor.
Don't ever view this blog anymore. Stop reading.
It's my privacy. I don't want you to read anymore.

I'm thinking to give away the shirt I bought for you in Bali.
I'm disappointed again..
Club club club.. Always club.
Beside than that what else you know?
In your mind just clubbing clubbing clubbing!!
For you that's more important than me.
I feel so stupid and WTF!
You don't know how to appreciate me.
Fine! I don't need you too!
Leave my fucking life please!
Don't even come disturb and bother my life!
I'll feel much more better if I don't know anything about you.
At least I'm still happy.. And won't feel sad with what are you doing.

You're Just Not That Into Me

Alright.. It's a new month.
Everything have to stop.
It's end tonight.
I'll stop thinking about you, stop reflash of our memories.
Stop crying and feel sadness for you.

Its time to release everything and let you go.
Holding on to a one sided relationship is tiring.
Only myself putting on hopes and efforts.
Honestly, I'm tired..
I wanna start with my new life.
Everything is over! So let's move on!

You're just not that into me.
You're still my friend.
I'll love you as my friend.
No more no less. Bff