Hello. (:

I had a nightmare last night.
I dreamt you. The dream is so real. 
Its about I go to look for you.
But you're with your friend.
We argued, I claim that you always just important your friend.
And abandon me always. I was so sad.
Yet, your friend still wanna add oil.
Makes our relationship broken.
I pissed you off and walked away.
I thought you'll come for me.
But you didnt. You never..
I feel so ache and hatred you.
I can feel you, but you never action.

Even in dream also the same situation. Feel stupid. HAHA! 

It's okay. You don't need to post/tell me anything.
Ya, I already accept the truth. We're just not into each other.
We're different personality, we're different world. 
We shouldn't have start this relationship.
Cause will never have happy ending.

And I finally give up on our relationship.
I know will never happy ever.
You're no longer belongs to me.
So don't worry..
I won't ask for a return anymore.
You don't need to feel sorry/regret to hurt me again. 
Cause of you cause of this relationship.
Makes me stronger and moves forwards with my life.
I learnt independent, makes me brave. 

After struggling for 6 months broken relationship.
Everyday zombie-like life.
Feel that everything is meaningless without you.
Now I'm on the way find myself again.
I back to previous happy-go-lucky, laugh hard everyday, do foolish action with my friends, enjoy my life that lee Sze wei.
Feels so relief and satisfied with myself.
Cause I manage to handle all this shit.
Although sometimes still feel hatred think back how you treated me.
But doesn't matter.. It's over and I live better now to destroy the hatred.
I'm Strong now. Thanks for everything. (:

*don't shisha too much. I always say shisha shisha shisha, but I never touch so often. I know it's harm. Just take it for fun. Control and take care your health.